Okay, so after getting busted on my third call-center interview attempt, I'm on depress mode again...so where do I go now? Researching and reading anything and just anything about Mafias. Yes!!!! I admit! I'm a Mafia-freak, I love Mario Puzo's Godfather series and anything he wrote, even if I haven't watched nor read them all (I swear, I'm gonna find his books in bookstores, wait and see)!!!, to the extent that I'm even dreaming of having a boyfriend who's a bonafide Mafiosi...or a Japanese Yakuza for that matter.
Waaaahhh!!! I dunno why...I'm attracted to something like them, dangerous and...mysterious? I'm even scourging the net looking for Mafia/Yakuza-related mangas, may it be shonen or shojo, I DON'T CARE! Just to satiate my hunger *eherm* for Mafiosis. I even try to watch Katekyo Hitman Reborn, only to be frustrated by it's crappy storyline in the end. At first I liked it, but like the same old shonen-story circles, it's getting boring by the succeeding episodes;still I like Kyouya anyway.
Does my previous past life says I'm a Mafiosi? Or a Yakuza gunman/leader/whatever? It's just weird...really weird, I like anything about Mafias, but I live like a goody, normal citizen of my country. Yes, I'm afraid of guns, blood and violence in reality but watching and reading them makes my andrenaline rush and excites me by the minute. *sigh*

Long live the Mafias!!!!