It's been almost 5 years since I became a member of DA. And of all those five years, I've always wished I could have the opportunity to meet my idol in person (actually I've already had!),or have those 1m pageviews or sumthin' and get to upload my drawings on a regular basis. But alas in the past five years, the only thing that I could manage to do on a 'regular' basis is lurking *ahem* around people. Sure you might have seen my last journal entry is still way back 2010, but I'm active watching and faving great artists here in DA. And the only thing a pathetic striving artist like me is to *sigh* admire these people who manage to capture us with there wonderful works and still joggle time, balancing their work, life, and passion.

How I wish I could be like them.

And so I plan to turn over a new leaf and strive hard to become like them- artists who never used 'artist's block', 'lack of inspiration', etc. just to give excuse not to continue drawing. I am now more willing to become these people I admire. And I want to start it with a new beginning. It may not have been New Year, but you don't have to wait for 12 midnight of December 31 just to change right?

I hope I will not fail. I'm now serious to pursue this pending dream of mine.

Wish me luck!